Okay, so, school is on Tuesday. How exciting. My schedule has been so complicated! On Monday I audition, for the second time, for choir at school. I made it in to Bravo, but it does not work with my schedule, so I am trying to see if I can make it into Accapella. I'm only a sophomore and she had plenty of other juniors and seniors that are wanting into Accapella. I'm really hoping this works out. Plus, if it does my sister still has her dress from last year so we wouldn't need to pay for the dress that's $50. My sister is getting married in November so that's new. Things are going pretty good I guess. Everybody is really stressed about the wedding. Ugh. I feel like an idiot. There's this guy I liked (I know, who would've thought I'd blog about a guy) But, I got really annoying and I was kind of depressed at that point and I think he noticed. Plus I was just really dramatic and what not, but all I've tried to do is be his friend because he was a good friend. We never really talked at school though, but I feel like I've gotten past the awkward avoidance's and he hasn't. it's like he wants nothing to do with me, which you know is fine, but tell me. Don't just leave me guessing maybe it will change. Hoping it will change. When it won't. and maybe i'm stupid for thinking that, but that's how I feel. I don't know what to do. I want to make new friends, it's high school for Pete's sake! but, for some reason i'm not wanting to branch out or anything that i'm "supposed" to do in High school so I just don't know. I'm not like your normal girl. I don't like Justin Beiber, or One Direction or any popular boys band, but i'm not great at sports or skills like that. I like singing and acting, but I feel like I don't belong any where, in any group. Why do I make things more complicated then they need to be? i'm 15 years old I just need to be a teenager. Have fun. I guess that means feeling like an outcast at times. Well, I guess I don't know the next time i'll blog so I'll leave you with this. Don't Change. You'll find your group, even if it's just a group of one.
